fuck!!! one goddamn shitfest after another!!! here's my understanding of this situation. the love of my life wasnt in school today. aparently her dad saw us together after school yesterday and she's in a bunch of trouble for it. we were suposed to break up during the summer, but when school started, we took every opertunity we could to see each other. herdad found out about it, called the school and yelled at sarah. i got called down to the princapals office because her dad called the school. i had to talk about this with the fucking princepal. i aparently didnt explain well enough why i got sent to the office. my dad talked to the princapal to find out why. my parents were basicaly interogating me about it. the princapal lied to my parents, he said that it was because there was a rumer going around that we arnt aloud to see each other and he wanted to see if i was "mentaly stable". my parents are pissed that sarah's dad called the school about this. Now, my dads looking to take this up with both the princapal and her dad. FUCK!!!! THIS FUCKING SUCKS, RIGHT? well, my dad promised that he wasnt going to do anything until friday, but he needs to know what 'rompted' the phone call. she wasnt there today. im afraid that i fucked up her life. im going to see if i can go talk to her dad tomarow or something. i couldnt do that today because if he's going to kill me, i need witnesses (meaning sarah).

i knew he hated my guts to begin with. he says that im "dangerous" and thats why we cant be together now. i feel horrible that sarah keeps getting in trouble. i hope to straiten things out as much as possible with her dad. i love her. i dont care what the price is, i dont care about the consiquences, i dont care. i just need sarah. i love her